Well, you've been kinda . . . out of it the past couple days. Maybe somebody, and I promise it wasn't me even though I'm not gonna complain, thought you needed a break?
They're safe. Where you can't get at them until you've gotten over the precognitive hangover. And even then, probably only under controlled conditions for a little while. Angie, speaking as someone who couldn't stop his precognition from doing him damage, pushing yourself that hard, for whatever reason, is Not Okay.
Yes, it was necessary to take all of them, because I know you, and if I had left you even one _incomplete_ deck, you would have tried to do a reading. And there comes a point of diminishing returns, where you are so exhausted that you cease making sense. I understand your worry, but you also have to take care of yourself, love.
You are a giant hypocrite. You work yourself into headaches and worry about people all the time, and stay up at night with cases of awful sodas. Do not presume to tell me what is or is not taking care of myself.
I couldn't understand what I was seeing about Sarah and people DIED, Doug. I am not letting that happen again if I can help it! If I had done more, I might have seen something.
I may or may not be a hypocrite. But I also don't stay up for five _days_, hiding it from the person who loves me most, trying to do everything all by myself, now do I?
No, you just go and hack yourself into a headache for Domino or Manuel and then expect me to .. . I do not know what you expected, but I would have understood if you had explained first instead of just falling over on my -bed- with a giant headache.
If I had told you what I intended to do, you would have stopped me, and I needed to try to see more.
I imagine when I was at my worst, I sounded quite a bit like you did last night. Which is to say, alarmingly unbalanced. I can't speak for Amanda and Manuel, but personally, I do not put my safety above your welfare. And I'm not going to let you do it, either.
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Date: 2004-07-23 12:41 pm (UTC)My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 12:47 pm (UTC)Someone took them while I was asleep.
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Date: 2004-07-23 12:59 pm (UTC)Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 01:11 pm (UTC)Was it really necessary to take all of them?
I know you said it was not you but I suspect that you could easily look over and -ask- the person responsible.
He took the deck I was painting. It was not even -finished-.
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Date: 2004-07-23 01:13 pm (UTC)Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 01:17 pm (UTC)I was not freaking out. Everyone else was freaking out at my want to figure out what those dreams were about.
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Date: 2004-07-23 01:22 pm (UTC)Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 01:24 pm (UTC)Did I mumble anything coherant or interesting?
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Date: 2004-07-23 01:27 pm (UTC)And no. I was thinking "incoherent and vaguely creepy," actually. How many readings did you do?
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Date: 2004-07-23 01:30 pm (UTC)And my SKETCHBOOK. This is insane.
Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 01:35 pm (UTC). . . Did Doug grab the mice too? Because if he didn't, I'll be right over. You need a precog break.
Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 01:39 pm (UTC)He did, however, take their sand tray, so if I wanted to try to use myomancy, I would have to resort to wet ink and large sheets of paper.
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Date: 2004-07-23 01:49 pm (UTC)Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 01:53 pm (UTC)Even if I --really-- want to.
Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 01:56 pm (UTC)Although why the prospect of going smush is scarier than the massive headaches . . .
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Date: 2004-07-23 02:01 pm (UTC)165 centimeters when I last went to the doctor at home, which was just before I came here.
Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 02:01 pm (UTC)no precog required - I won't even stick you with the pins!
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Date: 2004-07-23 02:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-07-23 04:56 pm (UTC)Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 05:54 pm (UTC)Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 05:57 pm (UTC)I couldn't understand what I was seeing about Sarah and people DIED, Doug. I am not letting that happen again if I can help it! If I had done more, I might have seen something.
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Date: 2004-07-23 05:59 pm (UTC)Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 06:05 pm (UTC)Re: My cards
Date: 2004-07-23 06:09 pm (UTC)If I had told you what I intended to do, you would have stopped me, and I needed to try to see more.
And how different is the end result?
Date: 2004-07-23 06:12 pm (UTC)