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It is late, I cannot sleep, and I know quite well what it indicates when I cannot sleep.

I wish Amanda were not so busy, I wish Doug was not asleep. Only, I do not, because they both need to rest.

I thought perhaps if I tried a reading, it would help, but I am still not able to sleep.

I wish I understood these cards better. The reading I got seems to bode ill, and I am unable to explain why. I am getting the same cards in some readings.

The Two of Swords, The Tower, The Queen of Swords. Both of the minor arcana cards came up reversed.

I keep shuffling, and the same cards come up every time.

The Two of Swords. Reversed. Forces allied against each other? Internal conflict?
The Tower, destroying the negative, bringing about the positive.
The Queen of Swords. Again reversed. A sharp mind? A woman who cuts things away?

Je suis fatigue. Enfin. Merci Dieu.