Five Minutes

I thought I was going to manage to be calm and rational about this. For a time, I was simply so sick that I could not stand, and then it passed. I want to respond, and I cannot, because I know she will never see my response.

I want to scream, I want to cry...

I want five minutes with that thing and one of my cards.

Edit: I take that back. -Manuel-. Five minutes. This card.

( The card )